yes I said yes I will yes

this morning my eyes were so full of sleep they almost ALMOST couldn't look at the sweet thing beside me we sleep late always and we sleep like a hundred foxes tangled up in each other all snouts and tails and fur until our skin melts and we become a blessed one together. everywhere we can. everything we can. I want him for thousands of reasons but also because I've known worse, he wants me for thousands of reasons but also because he hasn't known anything but goodness and this sounds scary and wrong but it makes me the luckiest woman in the world, and I keep my poisoned history to myself, and I don't let the devils in, and so my man and I float in and out of each other play like children adventure everywhere and say yes over and over and over again.